peripheral to my sense of *emptiness, i realized that my notion of biotechnology and writings about the ddt consequences is zero. few days ago i've been silly and emotionally dearrangement. what on earth, to allow the ddt into the environment forsake of having a long live span, but suffer agonizingly. this chemical is killing everyone very softly with its carcinogenic substances. in retrospect, the world had witnessed the disaster of chemical residue that polluting the environment. for example, the bhopal tragedi that took 31 lives but left the more than 50,000 people suffered from cancer link disease, leukimia, new generation;s gene mutation, miscarriage and low birth rate ( low fertility ) etc. another incident that took place is chernobyl. 1986, soviet russia. love canal tragedy in niagara, PCB ( polychlorine biphenyl ) waste that flow in the domestic waterways. london smog. san jose incident. acid rain in the british colombia region with 2.8 pH. those were my bed-time reading yesterday due to my exam, today! moral from my writing is, i should write things according to the fact, without any emotional sickness. it is raining in the outside. my pc is still well preserve in the blue, and the atmosphere of this writings are songs that were send from far far away land. almost of the songs are indonesian, with the beautiful strumming of the guitars. i've dumplings for dine, the roommate is studying, i am in her pc. well there's nothing much i can do when my center of the universe collapse. owh puhleeaseee...i really need to be computer educated person. i want to fix my own universe.. i suppose to be goddess of my own universe!